Contemplating

I'm often described as "the most indecisive" person. I really struggle to make decisions and never in a timely manner. Even little ones, like: "where are we going to eat tonight" can baffle me. Dave learned very quickly that he would have to be the decision maker in our home.

So when really hard choices come into my life, I fold. Most major things God clearly laid out for me: who to marry (since I could barely stand Dave when God started telling me to marry him!), have a baby (had made many a declarations that I never, never wanted kids EVER! And then one day that changed . . . that's God!), etc. . .

But every now and then He leaves me to my own. And today I'm being faced with a very, large decision and I am trusting Him for which way it best. But as of right now, I haven't seen any writing on the wall.