Wow! It's days like today when I'm glad I blog so I can recollect all my thoughts at a future, more clear, time and now I'm realizing it's times like these when thoughts are so jumbled I don't have a clue what to say. Does that make any sense? So . . .
Just when life is rolling along happily ever after or so it seems, the rug is pulled quickly out from under your feet, almost toppling you over, but in such a way that you're still standing, but barely, and your whole world is left spinning around.
Such was my day. Things have been a little strange at work, but not this strange. I got the call from Mr. CEO this afternoon and he said they won't be needing me anymore and today was my last day. Whoa! Love these companies I work for and how they do things ever so professionally!!! Of course, by nature of the way things are run this comes as no "real" surprise. But nevertheless, jobless is not really where I want to be right now.
The thought of getting up and "going" to work is scaring me. Like having to actually get out of bed and be dressed, out the door and in car. And gas prices. And the recession. And rising unemployment rates. And not being able to take my break to see Charity any time during the day. And working around Gramma's chemo schedule. And getting Charity to school and back home. And realizing Christian school is a fantasy and public school is the reality. And so much for the pool we were looking to purchase. And all the fears and worries that come with such a change in life. But I should be used to this, we've been through this valley before.
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